Everyone dreams, but very few remember what they saw or heard, tasted or smelled.  Some dreams are messages sent to us from those who care for us or believe in us, as we believe in them.  Some people have dreams that are considered premonitions, and lead to an experience a feeling called deja vu.  While others travel through the astral plane and meet friends, mentors, or other beings there.  Either way, dreams are an innate part of our lives whether we are sleeping or awake.

I believe that some people also have gifts for dreamweaving, someone I know remembers every dream she has and every dream means something.  They always involve her friends or herself and seem to send messages through the images seen in her dreams.  Another friend of mine is suffering from conflicting emotions between herself and two people who are far away, she has known one since she was 14 and seemed to have formed a deep bond with him.  She has recently found him after losing him for 5 years, she searched for him and never gave up.  While the other person seems to care for her as well and contacts her as often as possible, he is shy, but seems to feel deeply for her.  A dream has been reoccuring for her involving them knowing each other and her knowing both of them, and the radio is being none to subtle.

I have had a few dreams in my life time that I remember and several that I have not.  One dream reoccured when I was little, everytime I was sick, I would have that dream.  I used to remember all of it like I was living it, but now, I barely remember it, but maybe I remember the fragments I do for a reason...there is a round room with a checkered floor and a spiral pattern with doors on all sides.  Soldiers come out of every door dressed the same way, and I am standing in the center of the floor, they are coming at me.  There is also an elevator in which my parents are in and come out into a beautiful field that I am standing in and for some reason they turn to stone and I can't help them.

Another dream I experienced involved a wolf and a yard full of snakes, two little boys, my neighborhood in Manomet, MA, and myself.  It seems in the dream that I am torn between the wolf and the snakes.  I am walking through the yard of snakes, and they are congregating around my feet as I walk by them but they do not bite me.  I reach two little boys and they are picking up each snake and letting it bite them and putting the snake back down again, but they show no emotion, no pain.  I try to stop them but it is as if they cannot hear me or even see me.  I get out of the yard and attempt to go inside my house across the street, but a big, shaggy wolf shows up out of nowhere and grabs my ankle with it's teeth.  It attempts to drag me somewhere but I escape it and go in to the house, then the wolf disappears, thinking it is safe, I go out of my house, but the wolf reappears and attempts to drag me somewhere again, unfortunately I never discovered where that was...

Dreamweavers

We sleep in the harbor of our dreams at night,
We are haunted and confused by them during the day.

We remember some of our dreams,
Others elude us like a mystery.

We rarely understand them,
When we do, we rarely act on them.

Some involve those we love,
While others may involve complete strangers,
But somehow we feel we've met them all before.

We sometimes are someone else entirely,
What we don't realize, is that it is simply another part of ourselves.

We all are dreamweavers, subconciously or not,
We all dream, we all live, and we all exist.

I went South Portland last night with my friend fallon.  I went with her for moral support, and sort of as a protector, I guess.  I always find myself in that role: fighter and protector, but that's the way I like it, it's the warrior's way.  I could've been somewhere more precious to me, but who am I to argue with fate or my lady for that matter?  I was meant to be with fallon last night.  We met Brian and Kelly, fallon warned me that kelly was a drama queen, and it seemed later on that she lies a lot as well, but fallon and brian hit it off.  I was happy for fallon, I'm glad she found brian.  Fallon and I didn't get back home till 5 am and I was in bed by 5:30 am.

I get to visit my bf in Malden for a week and then we're both going to Waterville, ME.  It's going to be great.  I am so blessed to have my boyfriend so close, I get to see him everyday.  I know of others who deeply love one another but they are spanned across long distances, but they do their best to keep in contact.  I also look at a lot of the relationships around me in school and again i feel blessed.  Some of the relationships are happy, while others seem shallow, and some people are even single.  I am so glad to have bobby in my life.  

I believe in soul mates and I know everyone will find one another one day as long as they don't give up hope.  Goddess bless all those who love, have faith, and believe.  Bless all those who are searching as well, may you find the one thing in life you believe in above anything else--everything else will resolve itself.